I have loved the meaning of this song since I first heard it nearly 20 years ago and its s style I can really relate to as well, others might not like it though! 

It is a cry from my heart and after the preach on sunday by Andrew it is my responce to what he said.

Hope you listen to it, its in the style of bands such as the Dickies or the Dead Kennedys, i know the screaming is a bit much (I can live without it as well) but it is a version of Isaiah 6.

The lyrics are

My sleep was shattered by blinding light
High and lifted up upon His throne
Was the great I AM and me alone
Jehovas glory was all about
All heaven shook with the angel shout:
“Three times holy is this God of might”

Chorus:
Here am I send me
Here am I take me
Here am I use me
Here am I spend me
Send me, take me, use me, spend me, I am not my own

His righteousness screams that I have sinned
Holy conviction rips me apart
A coal from the fire burns through to my heart
Clean was I by the holy Kings choice
Then all was still except for his voice
“Who will go for us? Whom shall i send”

Here am I send me
Here am I take me
Here am I use me
Here am I spend me
Send me, take me, use me, spend me, I am not my own!